I am a therapist, freelance writer, community and clinical educator and a Mom who is passionate about good parenting. I will share my thoughts and ideas both personal and professional especially concerning relationships, sex and intimacy, parenting, being a single Mom as well as social concerns.
note: I was asked to write this for women dating men. Please insert your gender
pronouns to suit your situation. Lesbian, gay, transgendered and all folks
entering into intimacies need to know about abusive personalities as they come
in any gender.)
Many clients have asked me that very question. And while I certainly cannot
answer in the affirmative, as no one asks to be abused – there are indeed many
ways that we “advertise” our susceptibility
to being a good Target.
Let me first say that no one deserves to be used, abused or in any
way taken advantage of by another.And
though we can not foresee the outcome of any relationship going in, there are
things you can do that will reduce your chances of attracting the bad guys.
This article is addressing the situations where relationships are really problematic.
I am not talking here about simply poor matches, commonplace relational issues
like differing life goals, drifting apart, of even situations where he stopped
giving you the attention and love needed to sustain a healthy connection.
I am offering a perspective for women who are finding that they have had
a couple or maybe many very bad relationships. These are situations where you
have been harmed, lied to, taken advantage of, manipulated, intimidated,
controlled, or physically, verbally or emotionally abused.
Along with having a career as a trauma therapist (child abuse, sexual
abuse, and sexual assault mostly), I also have taught self defense classes for
19 years and have been a student of martial arts for 22 years. I have
researched violence against women, and have listened intently to hundreds of
stories of abusive experiences. I have
learned a lot about how women are chosen for attack physically, but also targeted
for emotional abuse.I have also
worked with and listened to the perspective and intentions of perpetrators
of violence, abuse, and other forms of harm. The tactics used by the guy with
intent to date rape for instance, are very similar to the person who is looking
for a target to scam money, - or the guy
who is looking for the next relationship within which he will lie, betray,
manipulate or otherwise harm someone new.
Here is a quick summary of a common process used by harmful guys, that I
call “Targeting and Testing”.
1.TARGETING: This means he observes
you for signs he believes indicate that you will be a more malleable or passive
person upon which to prey. Depending on his game, he will look for slightly different
things. But know that if someone intends on using you, they usually watch early
on for signs that you have weak boundaries, low self esteem, or are in some way
needy for attention of some sort. (And aren’t we all at times?).
2.Next, he will TEST: This means he will engage you and cross subtle
and sometimes not so subtle boundaries…”Oh come on, don’t be rude - let me buy
you another drink”... (After perhaps you already said ‘no thank you’ to the
It’s after he has determined that you are a good candidate for whatever
he is looking for, (and for the purposes of this article we are talking about
men who want to become involved with a woman who will be easily manipulated,
lied to, or in some way allow themselves to be treated with less than genuine
good intentions) that he will move forward with next steps. (Like starting a
relationship where he can get his needs met without regard for your well
Now I don’t mean to frighten anyone. In fact, this knowledge is power.
But it is estimated by many researchers that sociopathy and other severely
maladaptive and pathological abusive personalities are more common than we
think.Estimates suggest that as
many as 1 in 10 males have a pattern in their behaviors that put them in the “he
will abuse me” category. The good news is that leaves about 9 out of 10 guys
who are OK.
So your odds are very good that if you choose a guy to get to know, you are likely to choose
someone who (while they may not be THE
ONE) is unlikely to be abusive in any way. But if you are spending your
time and energy with the yucky folks, you’ll be in the weeds. It won’t be easy
to see the flowers. So let’s clear out some of the weeds. By the way,
did you hear me say “you choose”?There
is power in being the chooser. You
are more likely to pick someone good than be picked by someone good.
Knowing there are people
who will target you for a relationship based on their belief that you will
allow a certain level of abusive, manipulative or just plain cold behavior to
occur without consequences – is your power. And let me be clear, I do
not mean to say that if you have had a few or a string of “bad” relationships that
this is your fault. Spotting someone who is controlling or dishonest or
even abusive is not something we can do with complete accuracy. And it is not something
many of us are ever taught to even think about.
I am also not saying that most poor outcomes or less than stellar
relationships are the result of someone’s bad intentions. If you have had one
or two relationships where you felt you weren’t treated well, it’s possible you
were just a bad match for each other, the guy was just lacking in some
relational skills, or other elements were present that mark a relationship for
failure. Good people mess up. Relationships are complicated by both
partner’s histories, and we play out some of our best and worst traits in
the context of an intimate relationship.
What I am saying is that I have seen too many women who are repeatedly
targeted by those with unkind or selfish intentions and I want to open lid
on this phenomena and expose stepsyou can take to decrease your
risks of attracting this sort of person. Be it romantic relationships,
friendships, or even workplaces – we deserve to know more about how to spot
an abuser. Watching for and observing boundary violations, disrespect, limit
crossing or pushiness is your key to sorting through the weeds. Sometimes
the boundary violations of an abusive person are subtle and stay that
way for many months. Sometimes they are obvious and show up right away. But if you are watching for boundary
violations early and often, you are in a good place to make valuable judgments
about who you allow to get closer to you.
And this is a key: Allow close in, only those people who treat you with
fairness, honesty, authenticity, respect and good intentions – and you will
know the life of good connections. This isn’t to say people don’t mess up, let
you down, or sometimes act poorly. I am talking about a set of behaviors that
indicate good intentions.
And it is behavior
that counts! Promises do not count. Words only count if they are consistent with
behaviors.Abusive types will say one
thing and do another. They will lie to you while looking you in the eye.
They will deny what you know or feel in your gut to be true. They will leave
you confused and bewildered and sometimes feeling like you are in a hall of
mirrors.But that is usually only if you
are listening to what you want to hear rather than facing squarely what you
see and feel through their behaviors.
What do you do to at
least LIMIT the chances you will be a more welcoming target for bad guys?
your assertive body language. Look straight ahead and keep alert when you are
walking;stand up straight;pay attention to your surroundings; look
confident (even when you aren’t); make eye contact as needed; use an adult form
of speech and voice tone.
3.Do not feel the need to answer every question. Keep your privacy
(especially with folks who haven’t earned your trust).
4.Be willing to open your eyes to when people are testing you or
crossing some limits (even if you haven’t verbalized them).
limits. Use assertive communication to enforce a boundary: “I said no thank you”
(to that 2nd offer of a drink where you ridiculed me and called me rude for not accepting) “and you
need not ask again.”
6.Stop worrying so much about pleasing people who
aren’t respectful. Stopping someone’s attempts to push you is not impolite.
The pushing they are doing IS!
in with what matters more: your safety and the possibility of better
relationships in the future, or being called mean or bitchy.
8.Know that having calm, self contained, assertive
communication and using boundaries as needed is an excellent way of getting
valuable and needed information about people.
9.Your demeanor and assertiveness are your protective advertising. It is not foolproof but it is an excellent way to keep yourself
safer, happier, and attracting better people.
10.Start thinking about places in
your current relationship (if you are concerned) that may need a dose of level
headed, calm and assertive limit setting, or even self protection. (Think verbal,
emotional, sexual, financial etc).
Good guys don’t test your limits. They have no agenda and do not need to
scout out if you are a weak target. When your limits, even subtle ones, are
being crossed – look very carefully at the person crossing them and do not let
them closer to you (physically or emotionally), until you find out more about
them, or maybe not at all.
I have said this before I my articles. Using your judgment and assertiveness
does not reduce your connection to the world and people – it increases it.
We are safe to be open when surrounded by caring people we attracted through
our maintenance of self worth, as demonstrated using boundaries.
So this isn’t about acting like a “bad-ass”. It’s not about looking
tough. It is about holding your demeanor, self awareness, and countenance in a
place of self care. You can work at this even if it feels awkward. Think about
what you would say, how you would communicate, and what you would allow in to
your personal life space if you did
value yourself more than any other thing in the world.
Im an educator, psychotherapist, self defense instructor and assertiveness trainer, freelance writer, Mom, avid reader, and more...
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Help! I’m have started dating and I don’t know
how much to disclose (early on especially)...
You believe in honesty. You want the
men in your dating life to be honest with you, and you want to be an honest
person as well. So where does honesty stop and become too much information? My
clients and friends who are actively dating often ask, “How much do I share
about my past, my sexual history, my family, my finances or my children on
first dates and early on (in chatting or internet emails)?” You might also be confused about how much to ask him early on in the process.You certainly want to get to know him, as
well as gather some information to help you assess your interest and next
steps. You want to learn enough to begin to form opinions of his mental health,
kindness, his attitude about and respect for women etc.
Along the way you have likely received
lots of messages about all of this etiquette. Yet you still wonder what level of disclosure do you offer and
when, and how does informal information gathering about him work?It can be very confusing.
For instance, you have probably heard
that lies by omission are still lies. So do you wonder if that means you must disclose
your address, where your children go to school,your weight, your sexual history,
your financial statistics, or your favorite sexual position ?- (total red flag by the way, of an inappropriate
early date question. Get out!) But I digress. There is a difference between
talking about your favorite author or the value you place on maintaining a
healthy lifestyle on an early date, versus offering information or answering
questions about your sexual history, how your past relationship ended or your yearly
When you are on that first, third or
even 6th date or “meetup”, you want to be relaxed and offer
information about yourself, and you want to ask information from him – but how
much and what topics are reasonable? Being “too open” too early may have bitten you
before or maybe being too “private” has lead to accusations of being closed off.Then there are the “experts” on dating who
advise women to remain “mysterious”. Advice is often contradictory.
Here are some things I suggest you begin to consider as you
formulate your own dating disclosure approach:
1.There is a difference between full disclosure and open communication.
2.Being cautious about your privacy is
not being dramatic, stingy, or closed off. It is simply self protective and appropriate.
Until you have a very good sense that someone you are getting to know is kind,
safe, emotionally consistent and stable – more information about you is more they
can use to hurt or manipulate you. (Trust me I could fill a book with stories
of just such atrocious behavior). It is
very important especially with internet dating, that you are very cautious about sharing too much
important information about your life.
3.Talking too much or too little is not attractive or useful. There should
be some reasonable level of sharing and talking as well as listening. Chatting
about how passionate you are about travel is an example of great starter
conversation. Talking about how your ex treated you badly is not.
4.Lies of omission are only lies (and therefore unethical) if your omission
is designed and intended to make someone believe something that isn’t true, hide
something they deserve to know (i.e. because they are your partner and you are
hiding an affair), or allow them to have false assumptions so as to manipulate
5.That “mystery” element you may wish to
cultivate isn’t about hiding, it’s about letting someone learn more about you
over time, and according to how well the relationship is progressing. It isn’t about
acting aloof - it is about having that
air of self composure that suggests you are a deep person worth getting to know
6.The first few dates should be about
getting a sense of how the two of you relate, keeping it a bit on the light
side and having fun. You are not closed off but you are also not telling your life story to someone you
7.Our level of personal disclosure
should be consistent with how well you know someone, and how well they
respect your boundaries. For instance, it
is appropriate to disclose you have herpes before you have sex with him, but it
isn’t necessary to disclose you were sexually abused when you were a child to
someone you only met a month ago.
8.Privacy is not a
lie. What level of personal information about your
current or historical life is appropriate to disclose to a partner of 5 months
is not the same as to someone you have met up with or hooked up with three
9.Too much information too early and too often can get you hurt
(emotionally, financially, physically, and sexually). Take the time to learn
about your new guy as well. Watch for how he behaves, if he shows integrity
and kindness toward you and the world, appropriately reciprocates information
and vulnerabilities. You need to hold
dear certain intimate sensitivities, slow down on the personal data and in
general think about how you are experiencing this connection.
10.Less is better.
Slow is smarter. There is a lot you can talk about
safely even on a first date that still leave the guy feeling like you were
open, relaxed and fun to hang out with. It is easy to fill hours talking and
sharing about yourself (and finding out about him) that don’t leave you
vulnerable or feeling unsafe.You can reveal
values (like caring for animals), interests (like keeping up with global
politics), passions (like music), goals
(like advancing in your career), or hobbies, to fill many dates before you get into deeply
private information or certain details about your history that you would not
want shared with others.
So early dates, starting chat exchanges
via internet dating, and the beginning of new connections should progress
slowly in the area of self disclosure. You should think before telling
something that feels personal. Is it something you would be OK being posted to
your facebook for instance (because it could be). Until you have enough experience
with him, don’t give away your soul, you deepest wounds or your secret and private
life. With regard to safety, don’t give out very many stats either. Someone you barely know does not need to know your birth
date, your address, names and ages of your children or your social security
number! I say this to draw attention to how we all know we shouldn’t give out
our SSN to unknown sources, but the same is true with personal dating disclosure.
It’s worth waiting and having boundaries
rather than regretting later that you have ended with someone and now he has so
much on you that you feel vulnerable. Also, listen well in those first many encounters.
If there is something “off” about him, it will often show up if you have your
limits, watch to see how well they are respected andkeep listening to him for clues about who he
is and how he behaves.
Disclaimer: this is written by specific request for heterosexual women dating men. I have no intention of leaving out gay or transgendered relationships in my articles.